mencintai itu menyakitkan tauuuu...

sebel aja ya jadi gw cuma bisa mencintai doang 
awalnya gw juga ga mau kaya gini tauuu,,, 
tapi lama2 ga tau napa gw jadi kaya gini sekarang ga ada yg bisa ngerti kmauan gw gw tau ga smua orang bisa ngerti kmauan kita tapi minimal gtu,, pahamlah dikit klo gw ga suka keberadaan gw yg sekarang ini 
njriit sebel sendiri tau jadinya.,
oooh god knapa ini smua harus terjadi sama gw
gw mau ada satu orang aja yg mngerti keadaan gw kaya gini,,,
please apa di dunia ini udah ga ada lagi satu orang pun yg sayang ama gw,,
tolong gw juga mau hidup kaya kalian 
don't make me hurt please,,,,,,
I wanted to love the people I love
for one occasion
hey,, jangan mau ya jadi gw,, hidup kaya gini tuh ga enak
bruntung gw bisa tinggal di pesantren darunnajah 
ada bbrapa tman yg amat gw sayang,,,, 

--------------P.E.R.F.E.C.T------------------

Hey dad look's at me think back and talk to me did i grow up according to plan .. do you think i wasting my time doing this i wanna do but it HURT'S when you dissaprove a long and now i try hard to make it just want to make you PROUD i'm never gonna be good enough for you i can't pretend that i'm alright..you can't change me I'M SORRY I CAN'T BE P.E.R.F.E.C.T,,,,
i try not to think about the pain i feel inside did you know you used to be my hero...